Tan Imposible, Tan Irresistible

 Unhappily I don’t know what inspired me to write this poem since I was almost sleeping in the middle of a car trip, which lasted four and a half hours; I was looking to the  panorama and since spring flourished I noticed it because the flowers, the trees and any plants here in Venezuela get extremely beautiful and colorful, so what happen is that I was looking to the view thinking about nothing and suddenly the idea of the poem came in to my mind and started writing it and trying to imagine it to describe it, so I think it is not bad and I tried to translate to English since I wrote it in Spanish. And maybe Margarita is right, maybe I’m waiting for my first love xD (it doesn't have to be true). Hope you enjoy it :)

La piel dorada que cubre su cuerpo, caliente junto al mío,

sus brazos me rodean en un abrazo protector,

su altura, su ternura,

su sonrisa juguetona,

sus cabellos no mucho más claros que los míos,

sus ojos verdes como los árboles en primavera,

su aliento fresco que golpea delicadamente mi rostro,

su voz un poco ronca y acogedora declara palabras en mi oído

que harían mi cuerpo erizar si no estuviera en su abrazo caliente.

Sus labios rozan suavemente mi oreja y se sellan en un beso sobre mi mejilla,

cerca de mis labios, provocándome,

a él le gusta ver cuánto puedo aguantar, para no entregarme a sus labios, a sus ojos, a su amor,

miro sus ojos,

pongo mi cabeza sobre su pectoral y escucho lo que su corazón me dice,

el habla rápido y me cuenta cuanto me ama, cuanto me quiere,

pongo mis labios sobre su hombro y cierro los ojos, pensando en cómo sería hermoso

si pudiéramos estar juntos sin tener que esconder nuestro amor de los demás.

Levanto mi rostro y le pregunto "porque?", sus ojos se llenan de tristezas,

yo dejo que el mar se libere de mi cuerpo por mis ojos y pongo mi cabeza entre su cuello, 

el me abraza fuerte en un intento de consuelo.

Nos miramos a los ojos y decimos al mismo tiempo "te amo",

pero el sigue hablando de alguien más

y yo sigo arrastrándome dolorosamente a la muerte,

sin poder satisfacer las ganas que mi alma, mi corazón, mi cuerpo, mi amor, tienen de ti.

English version:

The golden skin that covers his body, warm next to mine,

His arms round me in a protective hug,

His height,

His tenderness,

His playful small,

His hair not much brighter than mine,

His green eyes like the trees during spring,

His fresh breath hitting my face gently,

His voice a little hoarse and cozy declares words in my ear

Which would make my body hedgehog if I weren’t in his warm hug.

His lips gently brush against my ear and sealed with a kiss in my cheek,

Near to my lips, provoking me,

He likes to see how much I can stand, to don’t give me up to his lips, his eyes, his love,

I look him in the eyes,

I put my head on his chest and listen what his heart is telling me,

He speaks fast and tells me how much he loves me, how much he wants me,

I rest my lips on his shoulder and close my eyes, thinking about how wonderful it would be

If we could be together without hiding our love from everyone else.

I rise my face and ask him “why?”, his eyes fill with sadness,

I set free the sea from my body through my eyes and put my face between his neck,

He hugs me strongly in an attempt to comfort me.

We look at each other eyes and say at once “I love you”,

But he continues talking, about someone else,

And I continue to painfully drag myself to death,

Unable to satisfy the desire that my soul, my heart, my body, my love, have of you.